Ralstins Words

Wel here recently I have been questioning things about my self and God. And last night as Chauncy Prayed over me I felt odd like a presence that I had not felt in a long while. And I relized it was God he been trying to answer but not in the way I wanted so I just ignored him. So last night he hit me. I relized that I had not been true to my self and did not want to be pulled out of my cofort zone. Faith is hard but trought talking to God and friends He has put in my life I relized a few things which is cool. I renwed a commitment to a friend and got freinds t help me and I feel at peace I think every thing will be ok. And I talked to my second mom and She helped me relize some things. I feel like I am ready to take that leap of into the Abbyse. Well gtg that is all please comment. Peace to all.
The Red Mage

Why should God love us I mean what about the human race makes us worthy of love? Nothing really. We are hateful selfish we diss God every chance we get. We spit on Him and were impatience why should HE love us or better yet does He loves us. The Greeks said there gods loved them. How do we truly know He loves us? Interesting is it not. Please post I relay want you input wither it be on xanga or here I don't care.
The Red Mage

Ok so I was listening to this podcast called the Signal it about Firefly/Serenity. And they were talking about what serenity meant and what it meant to the Crew of Serenity. It was many differeint thing depending on who the person was. So here is my questions.
What do you think serenity means?
What is serenity for you?
I am talking about the word on the movie by the way.
I ask that you answer these questions. Plese ckeck out the new brilliant forums they rock.
The Red Mage

Ok so Seth is having a interesting debate on His blogg you should go and check it out. Look under my links.
Mat 6:7 But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. What do you think this scripture means?
So many times we debate the bible and try to see who is right Why? What is the point. There is none except pride. We always think that some one has to be wrong. The cool thing about the bible is that it is not a brick wall but it is flexible there are core things don't get me wrong things on like how to pray, weather to be circumcised or not , the type of music we listen to. So there is nothing wrong debating/discussing 2 different points? Or is there? What is you opinion on this.
God said it every thing else is commentary - Rob Bell
The Red Mage

Ok I was listening to Air1 the other day and I heard this song It called we by Joy Williams.

She’s independent and beautiful
Wish I could be like her
She’s got the girls and the boys
So wrapped around her finger
Rumor is, she’s some kind of dream
Nobody knows she cries herself to sleep
We are not that different from each other
We just want somebody to discover
Who we really are when we drop our guard
That love has gotta start with you and me
We
He’s on the top of the social scene
He’s stylish, cool and clever
He’s gotta cool attitude that screams
He’s got it all together
You’d think he’s addicted to himself
But he wishes he could be someone else
Gotta come together
You know you never ever have to be alone
You gotta hand to hold

So I was thinking about this song and itis so true. We see ppl all around us and we so think they have it all. Like let take Pastor Chauncy man he is a awsome person. But there are some times where he puts on a mask for all of us at GZ I mean he is weary and and dissheartend some times. He does not have a easy job I will go as far as to say he has one of the hardest ministry job there is. But that is an example. There are many more. What I am trying to say is that. We cant alwas tell what is is going on or see the real person. Look at the ppl in the song. They act like every thing is cool but they long for a true freind. And is that not true for all of us? We want one person that we can be our self around. So I end this with this. Dont dicide to be some ones freind when there showing that there haveing a hard time with shit. Just be there freind period. Becuase most of the time they need a freind but dont show it. His Peace go before you and His joy fill you.
The Red Mage