Ralstins Words

Wel here recently I have been questioning things about my self and God. And last night as Chauncy Prayed over me I felt odd like a presence that I had not felt in a long while. And I relized it was God he been trying to answer but not in the way I wanted so I just ignored him. So last night he hit me. I relized that I had not been true to my self and did not want to be pulled out of my cofort zone. Faith is hard but trought talking to God and friends He has put in my life I relized a few things which is cool. I renwed a commitment to a friend and got freinds t help me and I feel at peace I think every thing will be ok. And I talked to my second mom and She helped me relize some things. I feel like I am ready to take that leap of into the Abbyse. Well gtg that is all please comment. Peace to all.
The Red Mage